[cerebral.assasin]

2006-02-03T14:22:00.000+08:00

Vendui'

Qian yi didnt talk to me today nor yesterday. I dont know why but i guess i'll find out soon enough.

i remember when i was in sec one and two me and Qianyi used to have really big fights and we wouldnt talk to one another for a few days... the longest stretch we didnt talk lasted for one or two months, if i remember correctly.

sometimes the silence was because i didnt talk to her. and i wouldnt start the conversation because i was afraid she would ignore me or shout at me if she was really in a bad mood. later on, it transpired that she wouldnt start the conversation as well cause she was tired of being the initiative one.

ahh.....

tess got angry at me today cause i ran away from my responsibilities. i had to run away cause i had a bigger responsibility to fulfill. same goes for drama. besides i didnt do my drama homework properly.

my grandfather passed away the sunday before Chinese New Year. Before he left his pupils were kinda large and it looked cute.

then on chinese new year i went to my aunt's house where my uncle had an electric guitar. my mother forced me to perform a song for them

today we didnt have our maths test cause we did a cheer for mr johari. if only it worked for every other subject.

Namaaire

2006-01-21T19:25:00.000+08:00

Vedui'

i watched memoirs of a geisha. very nice. great for a first date.

CNY is just one week away and i havent got my other set of clothes.

i hate MONA! idiot, idiot, idiot.she's so irritating...

yeargh.

the cool clubs all in depression. heh. dont worry. we're here for one another yeah? we'll all have lunch together on monday. :)

today i woke up and...

argh who am i kidding. i bet no one's actually reading this. and who wants to know what i did today.

*sigh*

i need boots!

its going to rain soon and the wind is raging. if only i could just lose so much weight i could fly away with the wind. let it take me to paradise.

my grandad was admitted to the hospital for water in the lungs. his bed was the most visited. the rest only one or two people came and only for a while. poor them i wish i could just talk to them and ask them how they were so they wouldnt be so lonely.

i caught a leaf when i was going home with simon. and i made a wish.

i hope it comes true.

i love my pickled barbie heads and frozen doll queen. hehe

i got punk'd on tuesday. some joker took my bag and put it in the chemistry lab. geh. wasnt helping that i was already in a bad mood.

i cant wait to go to drama and see the cool club again. only thing that i look forward to in school... and bio class and MT class so i can see qian yi.

i havent done so many things yet. my maths homework that photograph i was planning and get those stuff for my class.

bummed about getting 29/50 for my compre. that sucked.

you cant really do anything with your life with the society now. you cant pierce any wierd places cause youre a student and you cant pierce when you get older cause you have to work. you cant wear wierd to school or put make up or wear coloure contacts cause thats the rules and you cant to that to when youre old cause you also have to work. even when you can wear it you are already 20 ++ and i think you're already too old to look wierd.

never thought i would worry so much.

sec two was the best year of my life. after that everything is down hill.

cant talk to anyone about it cause there is NOTHING to talk about in the first place.

im so similar to her yet so different.

Namaaire

2006-01-16T20:00:00.000+08:00

Vendui'

On Sunday Chistabel, Tess, and Josslyn came to do the social studies project. they were suppoed to come at 9 but they were all late/ Christabel being the latest.

then i had to rush them out cause my dad wanted to bring us to our grandfather's house.

at my grandfather's house i had to ask him 9 questions beofre i could go home. not an easy task cause we dont comunnicate and we had a communication breakdown.

then my dad went to harbourfront to collect some photo printing machine ink and he left me behind at my grandfather's house so when my mom came she knew that we were still there, just not physically.

when my mom came she talked with my aunts about how expensive the school my sister was going to and how ugly her school uniform is.

then i got bored and pestered my mom to go to queensway. i didnt know it was freaking croweded. its change since the last time i went there. all quiet and empty.

then we went to Plaza singapura and while my dad was doing some errands at the starhub shop i went to spotlight and tea cosy.

at Tea Cosy i say this awsome pair of platformed heels. but guess what. that freaking thing had to be 199 bucks what more the shoes where 2nd hand! the hats there were pretty too. but were riduclously expensive.

i hate ashlie.

i heard that if you tolerate too much you'll get a heart attack young.

i think im going to have a heart attack young.

Namaaire

2006-01-10T20:31:00.000+08:00

Vendui'

WE'RE SO COOL, WE'RE FROZEN!

yay the completion of the cool club. haha.

yesterday's drama was fun AND freezing literally. the air con was at 18 decgrees Celcius. but who cares? i love the cold. yay!

i dont see whats so irritating about Humfrey. he's ok i guess. at least he'll distract the teacher from us while the cool club's talking/laughing/bad mouthing/whispering etc. at the back now the scoldings wont go to us more often.

and that new drama teacher is cool but she's too similar to Miss Joanna Tan Siew Peng for comfort. the way she talks, laughs, hair, looks when she's angry. i bet if they were from different generations one would be a reincarnation of the other. except the new drama teacher has more style and is taller :P hehe.

Tomorrow the sec fours are having their a maths qualifiying test and i seriously doubt my ability to pass this test. but heck even if i fail i still can opt to take a maths heh. the bad thing is they'll call my parents.

Today i went to causeway point and i saw this cute mirror. very chinese vintage type with that i've-been-mass-produced look. haha. but it still was kinda pretty. especially the black one. i think i'll buy it. its only 3.90 for the biggest one. although i must admit that it isnt that big slightly smallet than my palm. but i'll get one anyway, soon.

ARGH. i want a corset! :(

Namaaire

2006-01-08T19:32:00.000+08:00

Vendui'

So far the horribleness level of the year is still the same. although i had an awsome time on saturday. yay!

i totally loved my make up. *sigh* sadly i didnt take a picture of it. i cant remember how i looked like. hopefully Miss Haryati can give me the one she took heh.

well printed out some pictures so i could customise my file. and thinking so so much of redoing my room. sadly, financial restrictions make it hard for me to do so. hehe.

today it was raining the whole day. i got my hair cut and the auntie cut it too short. this is what you get for not being loyal to your usual salon. this is also what you get for a cheap 7 dollar haircut paid by your mother. well.. at least my dad didnt cut it for me. :p

Namaaire.

2006-01-03T17:01:00.000+08:00

Vendui'

this year started out very horribly. and i hate every thing that made it this way.

what could be better than test right? we had a test on the first day of school to keep my mind off things! english test today. tomorrow e maths test. next wednesday a maths test. yay.

wow. i love school. really.

no seriously. the only thing that i'm actually looking forward to is the CCA orientation. so many of my nice teachers have left and we are replaced by old and strict teachers that wear tight underwear up to their chest. no just kidding. ( dont want to be charged for defamation)

now i realise i took MDM OEHLEARS for granted. Mdm Oehlears, i love you! remember that until the day you die ok?? oh by the way whats your e mail? i want to send you something (hopefully she's reading this)

i also took mrs teo and mrs gan for granted. and mr johari too. I WANT THEM BACK! *wail*

my heart is screaming.

haha

Namaaire.

2006-01-01T11:43:00.000+08:00

Vendui'

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

yay! haha. well didnt celebrate the coming of new years yesterday. we're going to have korean steamboat today though. *seaweed*!!! haha

ok lets see. this year is freaking boring really. except for the holidays. thats it. nothing compared to my sec two experience. i really loved my sec two year.

i sudddenly have this weird excitement for the first day of school. haha dont know why actually..

no new years resolutions for me. i think its pointless. cause the next two days i would have probably forgotten it all.

and yes. cant wait for chinese new year, hopefully i can buy the boots that Rachel was telling me about. *buckles* giieee...

hmm.. going to start a new year with a not-so-new-just-hidden me. *winks* haha

you can tell from my blog skin.

Namaaire

2005-12-31T12:47:00.000+08:00

Vendui'

Argh. my mary janes broke yesterday. Luckily Mrs Ra'uf lent me her spare shoes lest i die of embarresment on the way home.

i had such high hopes on the shoe! garh.

oh well not going to let my shoe go to waste. i'm gonna fix it on monday. sew it up nice and tight so that shoe wont die on me again.

Operation Ressurection of Mary Jane. haha. so lame.

i am so in need of money.

AND i read her blog.

Namaaire.

2005-12-29T20:48:00.000+08:00

Vedui'

Thank God they didn't make us do the play that we did during the lunch time concert.

Sigh. some people don't know what is really happening and they still think they know the whole story, making their own decisions/comments/conclusions which are SO wrong. Oh well, what to do?

Drama was fun. haha. ok thats all i can say. good news: Mdm Oehlears is coming tommorrow. Bad news: she's not going to teach us anymore.): *wail*

I hope my wish comes true

Namaaire

2005-12-28T20:50:00.000+08:00

Vedui'

Goodness talk about being TOO compassionate when sorry's not enough. oh the irony. Hopes she pulls out so i dont have to do anything with her or wear her shirt.

my sister is horrible and i dont like her.

www.equalityzone.org

The link to see the cool videos. sorry i didnt add it in in my previous entry.

wow four more days till school reopens. somehow this year everybody dosent want to go back to school. hah.

my cousin is sleeping over. Yesterday we took some cool pics and we goofed around infront of her handphone camera. haha. very cute.

nothing much happened. yesterday went to causeways for a while. and thats pretty much about what i did. sorry just dont find any motivation to rack my brains to find something to blog about.

Namaaire

2005-12-26T17:02:00.000+08:00

Vedui'

heh. ok i sorted out all the buttons and added new suff. check it out at 'links'

oh and i found this cool webbie that is against gender discrimination.

All the girls go check it out! They have totally rad videos!

haha.

crap. i just found out that i got 3 tests when school reopens. damn.

what a freakishly good way to stat school. i love tests! are't they just great?

sigh.

Namaaire

2005-12-25T20:48:00.000+08:00

Vedui'

heh. its christmas today. a quite one really. just like any normal sunday for me. oh well. hopefully my presents arrive here soon.

i messed with the nail polish that i bought for my maid. in the end i think i used more of her nail polish then she did. now my nails look line medicinal tablets(left hand) and tiger eyes(right hand).

today i went out with my mom and sisters. i got this pretty lolita-like skirt. it was bright red and black lace lined its frills. its pretty but i had to choose between an equally pretty one which was purple.

and in the morning we made and ate scones with hot jam for lunch/tea. with a turkey sandwich each. it was fun.

Namaaire

2005-12-23T17:32:00.000+08:00

Vedui'

I ADDED ANOTHER BUTTON!

Its a button campaigning against AIDS its under 'crap' ALL the way down. hopefully it helps in getting people to join the campaign. or at least give you more information on the situatuion. :)

Namaaire

2005-12-23T15:29:00.000+08:00

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MERRY CHRISMAS IN ADVANCE!

and

HAPPY BELATED WORLD AID'S DAY!

hah.
my chirsmas thanks: Simon: thanks oh so much for those lovely presents. i love them all.:)

ok well...thats about my chrismas thanks. well. yesterday was my sisters' birthday and we went to watch Narnia. it was plenty wonderful. the director did his job VERY well. and i have just got to get it's soundtrack. the music was uplifting. haha. what a word to say.

no seriously. the soundtrack was beautiful. GOT TO AdD IT TO MY LAST MINUTE CHRISTMAS LIST hhaha. kidding. i'll get it myself.

well it seems that there is a little bit more hatred in the world today. i'm not preaching... just saying.

sigh. i dont want to go bak to school. this is actually the first time im saying this! haha. the stupid gallery is not up. yet. but i gots loads of pictures to add in. heh. damn i'm greedy.

this holiday although boring, was also quite fast i must admit. i miss mdm ohelears. hey mdm ohelears! are you gonna go away next year? i hope not. we still havent went out together yet. *wink* haha

Namaaire

2005-11-22T14:58:00.000+08:00

Vedui'

Did the director of GOF make it compulsory for all the actors to take female hormonal pills?

just watched Harry Potter GOF. i think its the best of the series so far. except for the fact that ALL the guys think long hair is cool.

Victor Krum is an exception though. the Durmstrang boys look the best of all the students.

Ron looks... ok i guess, at least he looks better with long hair than Daniel.

Hermione looked gorgeous during the Yule ball, but in other scenes her lines were pretty cheesy and she was really actually crying half the time she appeared.

"Harry, i'm scared for you" hello. so what if you are.

the twins were a bit fake in their acting but i think it was quite good for a stupid role with cheesy lines. their voiced are so low and they're always cheering for themselves. and their hair doesnt seem to go!!

Neville Longbottom looked like he was supposed to be playing Peter Pettigrew. seriously he looked like a rat. and once again the fad for long hair amongst british boys appeared... again.

GOF has been wasted on the hair.

i loved Cho Chang's accent. im so predudiced against Irish/Scottish accents. if you asked me to choose between a white girl with an american accent between a chinese girl with a scottish accent, i'd probably choose the chinese girl. i'm probably what you call a 'accent-ist'

"sorry, i din catch tha" argh i love that signature sort of, up tail that always surfaces at the end of their sentances.

oh yeah lord voldermort look much much stronger and buffer than i expected. and i love his eyes. yumm

GOF the movie didnt show a lot of details. a bit disappointing but the movie was rad all the same.

and i want those minature, moving dragons! *now you know what to get me for chrismas*

but my ultimate favourite character is Barty Crouch Jr. damn he's hot. i love the way he flicks out his tougne thought the side of his mouth like a lizard. and his feisty personality.when he was held back in the trial room and when he was trying to get away, he sort of roared which was totally heartmelting. it makes me aroused. (simon this is a hint *wink*)

hahaha kidding. by the way, key word: the way. this means i dont like his looks just the way he acts. in case you didnt catch my drift.

Namaaire

2005-11-17T18:39:00.000+08:00

Vedui'

today simon was very nice to me. he let me what i want to be. haha. anyway, i've absolutely nothing to say about today except i think eyes just got worse. i had to stare at the computer the whle day, helping my dad scan his old photographs in.

it didnt help that the file was too big and he wanted to send it through the internet. so i had to crop and resize everything and convert it to JPEG format.

plus the fact that my photo editing programme zonked out made it worse. i had to install another photo editing programme which i wasn' very famillar with. thus progess was slow.

*oh my eyes! oh my eyes!*

Namaaire

2005-11-16T00:52:00.000+08:00

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my blog went for extreme makeover. nice? haha... i deleted all my previous posts cause i thought they were a bit immature and stupid and irritating and everything, and i changed my template which took my gazillion years to do. damn.

well i can safely say that the fruits of my labour are quite sweet. i was feeling a bit hlepful these few days and i was a bit influenced hence the theme... haha

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Namaaire