Qian yi didnt talk to me today nor yesterday. I dont know why but i guess i'll find out soon enough.
i remember when i was in sec one and two me and Qianyi used to have really big fights and we wouldnt talk to one another for a few days... the longest stretch we didnt talk lasted for one or two months, if i remember correctly.
sometimes the silence was because i didnt talk to her. and i wouldnt start the conversation because i was afraid she would ignore me or shout at me if she was really in a bad mood. later on, it transpired that she wouldnt start the conversation as well cause she was tired of being the initiative one.
ahh.....
tess got angry at me today cause i ran away from my responsibilities. i had to run away cause i had a bigger responsibility to fulfill. same goes for drama. besides i didnt do my drama homework properly.
my grandfather passed away the sunday before Chinese New Year. Before he left his pupils were kinda large and it looked cute.
then on chinese new year i went to my aunt's house where my uncle had an electric guitar. my mother forced me to perform a song for them
today we didnt have our maths test cause we did a cheer for mr johari. if only it worked for every other subject.
Namaaire
Saturday, January 21, 2006
i watched memoirs of a geisha. very nice. great for a first date.
CNY is just one week away and i havent got my other set of clothes.
i hate MONA! idiot, idiot, idiot.she's so irritating...
yeargh.
the cool clubs all in depression. heh. dont worry. we're here for one another yeah? we'll all have lunch together on monday. :)
today i woke up and...
argh who am i kidding. i bet no one's actually reading this. and who wants to know what i did today.
*sigh*
i need boots!
its going to rain soon and the wind is raging. if only i could just lose so much weight i could fly away with the wind. let it take me to paradise.
my grandad was admitted to the hospital for water in the lungs. his bed was the most visited. the rest only one or two people came and only for a while. poor them i wish i could just talk to them and ask them how they were so they wouldnt be so lonely.
i caught a leaf when i was going home with simon. and i made a wish.
i hope it comes true.
i love my pickled barbie heads and frozen doll queen. hehe
i got punk'd on tuesday. some joker took my bag and put it in the chemistry lab. geh. wasnt helping that i was already in a bad mood.
i cant wait to go to drama and see the cool club again. only thing that i look forward to in school... and bio class and MT class so i can see qian yi.
i havent done so many things yet. my maths homework that photograph i was planning and get those stuff for my class.
bummed about getting 29/50 for my compre. that sucked.
you cant really do anything with your life with the society now. you cant pierce any wierd places cause youre a student and you cant pierce when you get older cause you have to work. you cant wear wierd to school or put make up or wear coloure contacts cause thats the rules and you cant to that to when youre old cause you also have to work. even when you can wear it you are already 20 ++ and i think you're already too old to look wierd.
never thought i would worry so much.
sec two was the best year of my life. after that everything is down hill.
cant talk to anyone about it cause there is NOTHING to talk about in the first place.
im so similar to her yet so different.
Namaaire
Monday, January 16, 2006
On Sunday Chistabel, Tess, and Josslyn came to do the social studies project. they were suppoed to come at 9 but they were all late/ Christabel being the latest.
then i had to rush them out cause my dad wanted to bring us to our grandfather's house.
at my grandfather's house i had to ask him 9 questions beofre i could go home. not an easy task cause we dont comunnicate and we had a communication breakdown.
then my dad went to harbourfront to collect some photo printing machine ink and he left me behind at my grandfather's house so when my mom came she knew that we were still there, just not physically.
when my mom came she talked with my aunts about how expensive the school my sister was going to and how ugly her school uniform is.
then i got bored and pestered my mom to go to queensway. i didnt know it was freaking croweded. its change since the last time i went there. all quiet and empty.
then we went to Plaza singapura and while my dad was doing some errands at the starhub shop i went to spotlight and tea cosy.
at Tea Cosy i say this awsome pair of platformed heels. but guess what. that freaking thing had to be 199 bucks what more the shoes where 2nd hand! the hats there were pretty too. but were riduclously expensive.
i hate ashlie.
i heard that if you tolerate too much you'll get a heart attack young.
i think im going to have a heart attack young.
Namaaire
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
WE'RE SO COOL, WE'RE FROZEN!
yay the completion of the cool club. haha.
yesterday's drama was fun AND freezing literally. the air con was at 18 decgrees Celcius. but who cares? i love the cold. yay!
i dont see whats so irritating about Humfrey. he's ok i guess. at least he'll distract the teacher from us while the cool club's talking/laughing/bad mouthing/whispering etc. at the back now the scoldings wont go to us more often.
and that new drama teacher is cool but she's too similar to Miss Joanna Tan Siew Peng for comfort. the way she talks, laughs, hair, looks when she's angry. i bet if they were from different generations one would be a reincarnation of the other. except the new drama teacher has more style and is taller :P hehe.
Tomorrow the sec fours are having their a maths qualifiying test and i seriously doubt my ability to pass this test. but heck even if i fail i still can opt to take a maths heh. the bad thing is they'll call my parents.
Today i went to causeway point and i saw this cute mirror. very chinese vintage type with that i've-been-mass-produced look. haha. but it still was kinda pretty. especially the black one. i think i'll buy it. its only 3.90 for the biggest one. although i must admit that it isnt that big slightly smallet than my palm. but i'll get one anyway, soon.
ARGH. i want a corset! :(
Namaaire
Sunday, January 08, 2006
So far the horribleness level of the year is still the same. although i had an awsome time on saturday. yay!
i totally loved my make up. *sigh* sadly i didnt take a picture of it. i cant remember how i looked like. hopefully Miss Haryati can give me the one she took heh.
well printed out some pictures so i could customise my file. and thinking so so much of redoing my room. sadly, financial restrictions make it hard for me to do so. hehe.
today it was raining the whole day. i got my hair cut and the auntie cut it too short. this is what you get for not being loyal to your usual salon. this is also what you get for a cheap 7 dollar haircut paid by your mother. well.. at least my dad didnt cut it for me. :p
Namaaire.
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
this year started out very horribly. and i hate every thing that made it this way.
what could be better than test right? we had a test on the first day of school to keep my mind off things! english test today. tomorrow e maths test. next wednesday a maths test. yay.
wow. i love school. really.
no seriously. the only thing that i'm actually looking forward to is the CCA orientation. so many of my nice teachers have left and we are replaced by old and strict teachers that wear tight underwear up to their chest. no just kidding. ( dont want to be charged for defamation)
now i realise i took MDM OEHLEARS for granted. Mdm Oehlears, i love you! remember that until the day you die ok?? oh by the way whats your e mail? i want to send you something (hopefully she's reading this)
i also took mrs teo and mrs gan for granted. and mr johari too. I WANT THEM BACK! *wail*
my heart is screaming.
haha
Namaaire.
Sunday, January 01, 2006
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
yay! haha. well didnt celebrate the coming of new years yesterday. we're going to have korean steamboat today though. *seaweed*!!! haha
ok lets see. this year is freaking boring really. except for the holidays. thats it. nothing compared to my sec two experience. i really loved my sec two year.
i sudddenly have this weird excitement for the first day of school. haha dont know why actually..
no new years resolutions for me. i think its pointless. cause the next two days i would have probably forgotten it all.
and yes. cant wait for chinese new year, hopefully i can buy the boots that Rachel was telling me about. *buckles* giieee...
hmm.. going to start a new year with a not-so-new-just-hidden me. *winks* haha
you can tell from my blog skin.
Namaaire
